Cant go for SPARC camp.... now staying at home and rotting again... haiz...
The reason why I cannot go is becoz my arm is broken... =X
The reason why my arm is broken... is.... well... becoz I fought with my father..... ermz.. stupid rite.. -_-"
Haiz... now my hand is in a cast for a week and need painful arm guards... I also dunno how i managed to end up this way... jus blocking from the things he threw at me...
Used to it liaw... nvm..
Didnt blog for so long... Recently went for the Metamophosis Camp.. Really good... miss alot of the people there and the things we did... Made alot alot of frenz whom I really miss... Got alot of encouragement cards and was appreciated by alot of people... But most importantly, I got a deeper insight into the love that God had for each and everyone of us, and why we must fufil the Crusade for Christ, which is the mission he placed in our hearts in the first place...
So many times I fall into traps of sin... and so many times i delibrately walked into it.... But God has never forsaken me, and given me alot of things that I never deserved...
Prayer does work, no joke, and it does things that mortals cant really do it...
Timothy did alot in the camp as well, both of us really threw ourselves into the camp, but God really worked wonders, and gave us time to spend time with Him alone, talking and spending time in His Word...
There is one statement that I will always remember, that a speaker spoke during the camp, and that is : "Christians try their best not to lie, they just go to Church and do it." I never thought of it that way... But sometimes I feel its so true... Can I really love God with all I am?.... It seems so difficult at time, because I have failed Him over and over again...
I dunno how God could actually love a person who has failed Him so many times... if not for Jesus... I think I would long be in despair by now...
Well.. now playing maplestory... i think when i reach level 30 i will be a Spearman.... i think its cool.. but also dunno... lolz
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hm, i rem the comment as " Christians don't lie; they go to church and sing them." =)
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